Okay, this is not what I intended when I sat down to create my first fanvid ever.. But I guess I’m in a dark place right now myself and it happen to spill out when making this. Sorry not sorry. I apologize in advance if it’s a little shitty, this is the first video I’ve ever made..
This is an AU where Castiel is unable to come to terms with the part he played in causing the angels to fall. He is also struggling to control his new human emotions - Especially the anger he feels towards himself. He is totally broken. An utter wreck.
His self-loathing manifests into flashback-induced blackouts, and Dean ends up bearing the brunt of Cas’ emotional turmoil physically during these moments. When Cas snaps out of it he can never remember hurting Dean, but the blood on his clothing speaks volumes.. Despite all of this, Dean does not want to leave his side. He wants to help him get better.
This continues for months, and Dean is left picking up the pieces every time Castiel goes out to find strangers to wail on him. He does this because he feels as though he deserves the pain after what he continues to do to his loved one..
The attacks on Dean escalate however, and it all comes to head when Cas almost kills him.. So Cas, in a moment of clarity when Dean has healed from the last beating, decides to leave him. For good.
MAMA MAKO KNOWS EVERYTHING. better watch your back, rin. and OK I LIED, rei will be comin up after! i just had to reveal the shark tooth titan first ‘cuz i was itching to draw Rin! sorry that it’s so long and messy! （・□・；）btw, this is the first actual sequential thingie yay but it looked way better in my head ugh. i did not mean for makoto to be too yandere but it was INEVITABLE. all haru wanted was for them to fight titans together..so why, rin?! why’d you betray theeemmmm the squad is going to have a tough time fighting you ‘cuz they believe in true friendship, dammit!
This just brought me to tears in two fucking seconds and I usually fight so hard to keep this kind of meltdown from happening.
I hate when people say that Internet-based long distance relationships aren’t real relationships.
You people don’t know anything.
You don’t understand the lack of judgement that comes with stumbling across someone online. The fear that comes with hoping that someone as perfect as this can exist. The incredible joy you feel when they prove that they do.
You’ve never come to rely on someone so much that they become the only ones who can understand why you’re so upset. You’ve never experienced such a deep yearning for someone else’s touch, that it can leave you shaking and unable to breathe at night, and the only thing that can calm you is the sound of their voice.
I can only hope that one day, I can be as lucky as these two people and get the opportunity to be able to have this moment… When I can step off a plane and see him waiting for me with my favorite flowers, and I can leap into his arms and smash them against his chest and not even care, because he’d be there with me.. And he’d be all mine.
This fucking photo set always gets me. I’m just hoping with everything I have that nothing else goes wrong and May hurries up.
If it wasn’t for the internet I never would have met my fiance. We lived over 960 miles apart from one another and there is no way we ever would have found one another because I was raised so differently from her. But, thanks to the web I did. And we’ve been together almost six years now. I wouldn’t change it for the world. I’m so happy to have her in my life. I’m one lucky son’of’a’gun. Long distance internet relationships can work, if you are willing to make them. It can seem hard at first, and yes people will put it down and say its not a “real relationship” but I assure you it is, and some day you can show them that.
PS: Running into the arms of someone you love for the first time at the airport…its worth it. so worth it.
There’s nothing quite so painful as having your loved one 8 hours away, in pain and all you can do is type /me hugs close into Skype. So basically anytime anyone starts talking about how LD relationships are less legit, or less real I get pretty defensive. And there is a certain amount of truth. Not all LD relationships are going to last, and they are extremely hard to deal with. But they can work. I’ve made one work for one and a half years now, two and a half if you count the time before we started dating, and it’s true. There is nothing quite like that moment when you finally see them again for the first time.